Friday, March 8, 2013

Realizations

So, in the last few months, a lot has been happening around Casa de Tyma-Nelson.  The biggest thing is the planning of our wedding.  That has been interesting and, oddly enough, going a bit more smoothly than I anticipated.  I am sure I just jinxed us and we are now going to have something close to, well, name your "wedding becomes a spectacle" movie.  Nah.  It will go off just fine.

The next monster thing is me ... going up for tenure.  This has me worried in ways that I cannot even fathom.  I put on my best face but, at the end of the day, I continually ask myself "am I worthy?"  Tenure - the acceptance of your peers that you do have something to offer your department, school, and discipline - is a strange and oft nerve-wracking experience.  Like the above-mentioned nuptials, I am confident this will also go fine ... or at least confident enough ...


I chose this picture because, well, it is funny.  Perhaps it presents me in a non-caring place.  Perhaps I look like a hippie from the 12th century.  I don't know.

So ... Realizations.  

Damn, I am freaking lucky!  I mean, look at this situation.  I am, currently, sitting in my office at home (in a HOUSE), working on a blog (because I am taking a break from editing chapter one of a thesis), marrying an amazing woman, working on my health, watching my beard bet a bit more gray every day (and kinda digging it), have my PhD and will hopefully be a tenured professor at a truly impressive university in a city that surprises me more and more every day, while getting full-on into brewing beer (something I have wanted to do for a long time) ... and I am not even 40?  Yeah ... that's the stuff.

Next time - a discussion of brewing and the insanity that is Central States.


See this woman?  Amazing!